welcome to this space. this is where I will be working, writing, emanating, reverberating outwards.

in the words of the immense Big Thief, we stand at the "bridge of two infinities": What's been lost and what lies waitin'.

This work is a double infinity. We tame the frays of our pain as we weave another world together, one that we begin only through the fractal imagination of our memory.

Adrianne Lenker: I don't want to change you/I just want a place with you.

typically, we arrive at this work with some kind of urgency. our intentions to change our self is set to begin from a shame-based mythos that is rooted in the webs of coloniality, rejection praxis, white christianity and a collective, misguided obsession with separation, innovation and novelty. one of the first distortions to dance with is the shame. after the shame is heard, we can then begin to work towards change and transformation through a more supple hand, one that understands the complexity and wholeness of the self, not seeking to reject or purify any part in order to experience itself sweetly.

there may be a more delicate house waiting to be entered. shame is usually sharp and determined, whereas love is more curious and embodied.

like the skull being revealed to the sculptor or the hand under the sand waiting to be held, we can hold this work as a kind of revealing— a return.

I don't want to change you. I want to support a change in how you experience yourself.

welcome. i am so happy you are here. let's play.